Floetry From the Heart

  Silent Cries, Smiles Lie and Platitude  I am yearning and aching for solace in the one person that can give it to me  yet here i am, here alone, and caught in an unusual place of Pain and Love Smiles are my way to lie to world and let them see "I am too right with in"  but within the great deep I am dying without the very thing that could save me from me Cries scream echos of tortured and desperation to feel and feel the right way through Love not Loves ugly brother Pain, for Pain has ill will and plans of bad intent to destroy the essence that has kept and help me survive life's toils and tribulations A smile that lies, cries out and wells up inside the bottom of the great beneath  for she knows the end result is the end of her light, her love, the very life as shes known it Cries echo in empty halls, Smiles lie as their light beams on souls in front of them Smile hides the pain the rain washes with every storm, Cries lie silent in the deep inside of Spirit F...

      T heophilus is the name or honorary title of the person to whom  the Gospel of Luke and the Acts of the Apostles are addressed.     T heophilus , a lost man, to faith in Christ. ... He became intentional by presenting the claims of Christ to him in   written   form so that   Theophilus   could have a clear understanding of all he needed to know about HIM . T rue love is what I have for such a being surpassing the earthly kind, it goes through the ages and through the H eart of the universe all the way to the creators deep within, if such a place were to exist here  E pitomizing all realities in which we exist in a place no one can   penetrate  our existence  O bbligato to the peace creator always provides  you and you only have and kept P alms on lips and spirit ready to release the praises of HE we call Lord and give thanks 4 our union O bdurate sinner who is never moved...

She is Black Girl Magic not made… but summoned rolled and molded out of the stars of the universe, where moons have laid their gravity upon her celestial body just to hold her… just to feel what it means to be pulled into something divine. And to touch her is an out-of-body experience. The kind you don’t rush. The kind you melt into. The kind you stay for. Where you just… cuddle into her essence, draw warmth from her like fire on a cold night, spend all day in the bed not just making love, but learning her language with your hands… your breath… your presence. Brown skin girl glowing soft like silk and shea butta, where the feeling of her lingers on your fingertips like a memory you don’t wash away. She is a high from heaven slow, sweet, and dangerously addictive. Intelligent and humble. Sweet… and Strong. Owning every inch of who she is with her back arched not in submission although she speaks it... but in confidence… her head held high, her crown sitting straight like it ...

  Stepping outside of myself        Mastering pain, fear and living in Light,  Living in vain of what my potential is,  according to the Universe that continues to send me divine signs of promise Loving those around you don't always feel deserving of the same love serving those hurting, grieving, and broke, and feeling that pain amplified within The divine gives me hope as im given the vision  that my brokenness comes with purpose, a jaded shade of soft greens that can heal and can bring a Hope and Light to people I care for and love  sometimes stepping out of yourself will allow you to  witness what you truly are to become and have because you've gone without, but can you feel Blessed in that?  if so, what will you do with with your blessing? your bliss and at what cost the price I've paid has been high, and the enduring  of the phenomenon that builds strength and tenacity that builds             ...

  the BLUE KING   As I dive, swimming into your great depth of Sol,  I see the dark settle only to feel it unsettled in your Spirit  Blue sky water, the feel of being inside your sea,  associating myself with your Open Spaces of pain only to see the Freedom you Yearn ,  and i know your Intuition tells you to leave this wretched place just Imagine if you did. Just image if you had the Safety  you need inside HER Sol  and Adoration , Expansiveness of something powerful  who has the room for you to share it all with?  And the win would be the I nspiration that came with HER Sensitive to your pain, who would protect you from the aftershocks of it,  then you'd be more Confident  enough to  Trust and be Loyal to HER magic that came with HER  Sincerity,   Wisdom , a Goddess like since of Strength and  Stability,   the  Faith of a Heaven like divinity and  spiritual Intelligence  see the Bl...

  The color BLUE  sets the canvas reflecting the night sky  and I am just a mire silhouette watching  the painter's brushes set the tones of greens and golds,  but BLUE  takes center stage From the past to the present and lost and now found I take in the pain that that is not mine  but belongs to another, set in its RED  hues and merges with BLUE's and create the bruises they left on your scares  GOLD  of an untold story, but one buried deep in the ground of dejection Sounds of distressed breathing, and an aching body of invisibility I wish you can see me through spectacles  of Light & Vision for most, its to great of an asking Only for those the whose roots are strong and planted to be grounded in truth,   the Tree of Life sits , rooted, strong and unbreakable  peaceful as I sit peacefully in its shade awaiting the next stroke Such an undertaking can be tasking,  just waiting to see what might appear next...

  Without the Melody... For two life times i've been unable to hear the melody of my heart  spiritually alone...abandoned... let alone see, touch or be engaged inside its symphony  and by divine chance it returned to me, welcoming and open to receive me   submerged it sweeps me, deeper with each listen which prompts an intense response each time... And It Terrifies Me... but I can't stop myself from listening, i want more...I ...need ...more Now in this age of chaos and turmoil  I can hear it much more louder, much clearer why is that you suppose?  Because a much more higher power ordains it so?  or because i refuse to take No as a resolve to stay safe inside  the walls of my heart and walls of my mind? A song I have so long to hear played, and  well i'm ready to receive the mystros composition waiting for his stave place so eloquently,  it places me horizontally viewing the stars and moon  I see in the eyes of the compose...