Abyss
          Abyss     I am in a place, a space and time if you will where the only exsistance is pain, and more pain to follow     I feel no love,  no uphoria from a laugh   and my soul only cries for more in order to feel.   Ideally, a trensendence   i was not even aware of  and never seen coming.      Where the life in me is the exsitance of emptyness  contridicted and fuelled by pain  and im just so tired.  An eternal slumber i yearn for never to wake up  no not death   but a peaceful sleep only the things fairytale magic is made of.   i feel like im floating through this life in a lifeless Abyss  just missed by nothing but the positive forces that one dwelled here  now i just feel as if im nothing  but a mire shell,   to be just what i am  ...just here.     ©copyright 2015