Floetry From the Heart

   Numb To many times, and not once more will i be a slave to your false givings. To many times, wasted time has given illussions to a reality my mind has already set to menifest. To many times have i given myself freely and not to myself it always comes with a price.  You Love, are a posion that over came my senses and drained my dry of the strong blood the flowed through these vien so long ago, Just to leave me empty and penniless, weak and numb to point of a return that cost to much I am done with you and your broken promises, phishing, scam and sarcastics  You unreturned communications and affections Only to fall numb to what i used to know as Beautiful and lively. My light is dimming because you are no longer in the room to fuel my happiness and I find these days happiness to be inside of me, made I can't cry even to know someone is going to die, the empathy in me takes extra energy to bring to the surface, when its buried so deep somegthing thats a ...

A Confabulations prelude Beloved: Daytime mists give way to sunshine As I sit with shadows that unwind From the twisted past Morning mist full of dew, rays of light The drops act like honey and the nectar of sweet fruit ,I taste you You are my Azucena   Mist and rain wave and surf The day is long without your breathe I hold fast to a course waiting Holding on to a memory Living today, smiling along the way Checkered past lives, hard knocks pushed around lost and forgotten Drowning while I’m holding my breath Running home to you ...I smile. Paramour: Like the caged songbird who has no song to sing A concerto plays through the soundboards of my heart The nighttime is where I find solace for my thoughts As they run rampantly and constant Something of universal offering to my heart and spirit I thank thee for speaking your love to me in existence Beloved: Like an ocean wave First inception as the full moons blast...

      Abyss I am in a place, a space and time if you will where the only exsistance is pain, and more pain to follow I feel no love, no uphoria from a laugh  and my soul only cries for more in order to feel.  Ideally, a trensendence  i was not even aware of and never seen coming.  Where the life in me is the exsitance of emptyness contridicted and fuelled by pain and im just so tired. An eternal slumber i yearn for never to wake up no not death  but a peaceful sleep only the things fairytale magic is made of.  i feel like im floating through this life in a lifeless Abyss just missed by nothing but the positive forces that one dwelled here now i just feel as if im nothing but a mire shell,  to be just what i am ...just here. ©copyright 2015

What your energy represents,  It rushes my very soul, sending my very being in the midst  of a unforeseen vertigo.. you are my freedom your every touch, the silky smooth strokes of  chocolate satin kisses on my skin,  the tip of metal cutting its way to saturated Bliss It begins to intensify the very heart of me,  releasing me into an unknown freedom I've never been acquainted with before With every words you speak,, your mine, its...mine i release a piece of bondage  You are like the ever changing water  rushing to create abrasive waves crash upon the ocean of unrefined rocks  The very essence of who you are... I know you more than you allow yourself to  admit and with every laugh through the humor side  of this whatever we are calling this, every act of love you practiced, i gain liberty... You -Move-Me.....You move me with a mere glance , Just simply, in a way that i know, no one will ever Move Me again... See we share the same spir...

        Buried...Beneath the concrete, Beneath the vapor under the pains and hurts Over the oceans of time and space, under the insanity a veil, In a place out of reach were many have tried to reach and steal away too...      The beauty of lavender and sunflowers emerge with every thought and glance, there exists a paradigm of  melodic concertos of sorts, where music flows of enliven notes, a floetry of colors create a symphony of euphoria, no gravity and plenty of room to co-exist.      Some might called limbo or displacement but I call it complacent by call it my divine place...  Sometimes Word Clouds fill in the blanks of blank thought and they design revelations in masses ...And that my friend is where the Revolution of my Heart begins ...  Its fights to beat another day and its existence is a on going remember that is okay to Love and feel and hurt and Heal and embrace the roll coaster of Life b...

I AM BECAUSE WE ARE Our Roots: A Legacy of Strength These roots have sprung into a grounded tree of fixtures, Each branch an embodiment of us—each member of the village, Influencing, reproducing, and connecting, Carrying the wisdom and love of We. Each branch has a name, A purpose, leading me closer to my own legacy. As my world—my village—changes, I look back at my vision at fifteen. Gene Calhone opened my mind and heart to difference, To diversity, alongside Isoke, Who taught me to shout out fear, To open my heart to the world, To humanity and its infinite beauty. Through new bridges and fresh faces, I learned to appreciate lifestyles that surrounded me, And the close mind, the fear that once bounded me, No longer held me to ignorance and intolerance. I too, was able to SEE . South Park—a place of history— Where blood, sweat, and tears were invested for me, and for you For the generations before and after, A place where roots were planted, Roots like mine, and roots like yours. It w...

This is dedicated to my auntie Dorothy whom I love so very much Interlude: A child asks; how come God takes. All the good ones? Reply: well...When you pick flowers from the garden, don't you pick the most beautiful ones?  Smiling Muse Your smile is always as radiant as the springtime Sun that sets all flowers into motions of bloom... and nothing could ever compare to the room, you made in your heart for new  friends, for family but most importantly the Lord, and your smile reflected that... Your smile inspires moments to be more than what they really are...make a person feel welcomed and apprieated  Your laughter, your infectious laughter brings a peice of joy in most moments that cause for an otherwise staple emotion  and it in those moments,  the ones that inspire me, reminding me that in that moment I really am and to be damn the nae sayers and haters ,  because in that instant I learn to Make the most of these times, and  2 ...