Abyss




      Abyss

I am in a place, a space and time if you will where the only exsistance is pain, and more pain to follow

I feel no love,
no uphoria from a laugh
 and my soul only cries for more in order to feel.
 Ideally, a trensendence
 i was not even aware of
and never seen coming. 

Where the life in me is the exsitance of emptyness
contridicted and fuelled by pain
and im just so tired.
An eternal slumber i yearn for never to wake up
no not death
 but a peaceful sleep only the things fairytale magic is made of.
 i feel like im floating through this life in a lifeless Abyss
just missed by nothing but the positive forces that one dwelled here
now i just feel as if im nothing
but a mire shell, 
to be just what i am
...just here.


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